Faaaail

Alright alright. So I fail at updating every day, but to be honest I don't really have much to say. I'm coming up on my 6 month review at Starbucks, which should go well, unless I've done something monsterous without realizing. 6 month review means a bonus and possible a raise, so keep your fingers crossed, everyone.

I'm already sick of the second job that won't be named. And I mean sick in all meanings of the word. Since I started, I've thrown up and had a pretty constant low-grade fever. How awesomely stupid is that? Blah.

In happier news! The group OkGo is coming to concert this friday. So Lou and I and one of Lou's classmates are going to go. Then coming up after that is one of my former Starbucks co-workers wedding. So that's life for me. Went shopping with Lou all day yesterday, basically trailing after her on her quest for jeans and brown dress shoes. Did laundry and watched an excessive amount of movies today. And then who knows what I'll do tomorrow. Get my tips and sleep, I guess.

So here are my closing thoughts. And I hope everyone has a good week.


From a fortune cookie: "The axe soon forgets, but the tree always remembers."

From the movie "The Holiday":
"I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade."